An Analysis on Rick Grimes

Commentary

Nathalia Peralta Duran, Staff Writer

Rick Grimes is one of the many main characters in The Walking Dead series. In the pilot episode, we learn he is a deputy for the King’s County Sheriff’s Department. He is also a husband and father. But before we get to learn more about Rick, he gets shot and falls into a coma. In later episodes, we get to see different characters and how they survive the zombie apocalypse before his return. It’s interesting because it shows the psychology of other characters and how each interaction changes and shapes Rick as the story progresses. 

When Rick finally wakes up from his coma, he isn’t doing so well, but he quickly gets up and manages to get out of the hospital despite feeling dizzy. He encounters zombies along the way, but gets lucky and is not infected. When he finally reunites with his family and his friend Shane, things become awkward between Lori (Rick’s wife) and Shane, as it’s later revealed in the show that they had an affair (and Rick is not aware of this yet). The falling out between him and Shane added to his grief/loss when he had to choose between killing Shane for the sake of his group, as he later became the leader of it. 

Another thing I noticed about Rick is that he is a people-pleaser, and this is very clear in the first seasons of the show. He tries to accommodate and please everyone anytime he can. However, this sometimes does more harm than good, as he will put himself in harm’s way for the betterment of the group. It’s not bad, but considering the situation they are in, he can’t afford to always dive head first to solve a problem, as he still has a family to take care of. 

I believe this adds to his anxiety and the stress that comes with being a leader in a zombie apocalypse. Much of Rick’s trauma comes from losing people he’s close with, such as Shane, Lori and, eventually, his two kids later in the show. He doesn’t have the time to properly process any of these deaths due to the role he plays as a protector and authoritative figure, but we do get to see how these deaths start to impact him through physical symptoms like sweating, paleness, dizziness and mental symptoms like hallucinations and even hearing voices. There are many times in the show when he silently begins to dissociate, adding to the overwhelming feelings he tends to fight through. 

In a sociocultural aspect, Rick’s view of the world begins in a naive sense. At the same time, he does see the situation at hand and how the world has changed because of it. He still, at times, tries to see the good that’s left in people, and that has to do with his identity of being a deputy—he has a duty with values that he follows, as his job is to make sure people are safe and follow the rules. Ultimately because of this, he views the world in black and white instead of a mix of everything. The zombies are not the only “evil” they need to protect themselves from. There are also other humans and groups of them, and at the end of the day, it comes down to survival of the fittest.

Rick tends to feel intense guilt when he can’t help everyone, even when things are out of his control or don’t have much to do with him. After watching a few more episodes and Rick’s dynamic with his group, I think he sometimes has this “savior complex” within him that could also play into his guilt when things don’t end up going as he planned. This also ties into his old role as a deputy, which is a position of trust and power, as well as safety. 

The savior complex, also known as White Knight Syndrome, is characterized by wanting to always change or improve other people’s situations without giving them room to grow. “You must realize that no matter how much you try to change someone, you won’t get your desired outcome. For people to grow, they have to want to make changes for themselves,” stresses Dr. Abraham Ford, a character from the show. Going back to people-pleasing, the savior complex makes Rick sometimes act as though he needs to make excessive personal sacrifices instead of listening to what needs to be done. This need to always want to help comes from a lack of self-esteem and confidence, but I don’t believe that’s the case when Rick tries to help others. It’s more about making sure everything is under control and reducing any attempts at the group falling apart. 

Over time, however, Rick starts to toughen up and grasp the reality of their new world. There are times when his decisions become rash or cruel to others around him, but this is just what he sees as necessary to not only survive but keep his group from avoiding unnecessary troubles. 

From a humanistic perspective, Rick Grimes would be considered the ideal partner and leader. The show’s exploration of his trauma, leadership and morality is a heartwrenching experience when viewing everything from a lawless and upside-down world. Starting as a deputy with clear moral values and responsibility and transforming into a hardened leader willing to make devastating choices, Rick’s evolution from human to survivor to leader reflects how fast he had to adjust to this new environment and get used to leading people he didn’t know, but learned to cherish as his new family. Regardless of the trauma and loss he endures, Rick consistently strives to protect others, finding purpose in upholding a sense of morality even when the world around him has long left those rules behind. His tendencies to please people and save everyone from their problems can be seen as a way to maintain a connection, belonging and sense of control all in one. 

As the story progresses, we get to see how Rick Grimes changes over time, becoming a shell of a man, taken to his limits and tested to the brink of no return, only to return stronger and with a desire to create a better and safer world for future generations. This shows his belief in growth, resilience and the enduring capacity of his compassion. 

Rick Grimes’ journey in The Walking Dead is a powerful exploration of how trauma, leadership and morality intertwine in a world turned upside down. From his initial role as a deputy with a clear moral code, to becoming a hardened leader willing to make devastating choices, Rick’s evolution reflects the brutal reality of surviving in a world where the dead aren’t the only threat. His people-pleasing tendencies, savior complex and intense sense of responsibility often put him at odds with his well-being, pushing him to the edge both mentally and emotionally. Yet, it’s these very struggles that make him such a compelling

character—flawed, human and deeply shaped by the world around him. As the apocalypse continues to strip away the old world’s structure, Rick’s transformation reminds us that to lead, one must sometimes sacrifice certainty, comfort and even parts of oneself.

Collegian senior retrospective

Commentary

Jack Wagner, Editor

Funnily enough, I would say I became an editor for the Collegian almost by accident.

Journalism has always been a part of my life. My mother worked as a journalist for years (admittedly before I was born), and my family has always had a subscription to at least one newspaper. Though it took me years to grow my own readership beyond the funny pages, I’ve always loved news and its storytelling aspects. But before the Collegian, I’d never been properly involved as a writer.

My high school had a newspaper, Silverchips. It was a big deal, had apparently won awards for student journalism frequently in years past, and the interview process was intense. I applied, but found my interests trended more towards media production and ended up joining the student-run TV station instead. I took a journalism class in high school, enjoyed it, and moved on. That seemed to be how my relationship with journalism went, most times. I’d be interested, then I’d be busy, and then I would do something else. I thought that was how it would be in college as well. I was wrong, and I’m glad I was.

I entered La Salle as an undecided liberal arts major, which really meant I knew I would be a communication major but wasn’t ready to admit it yet. It didn’t take long. I declared my major in early November of my freshman year, and added a philosophy major the semester after. I chose  media & journalism for my concentration mostly because I loved films, TV and production, and mentally registered journalism as an afterthought. And for the first couple semesters, it was. I signed interest sheets for the Collegian, but then got busy with La Salle TV, or The Masque of La Salle (our theater organization) or my on campus job, and I didn’t go to many meetings or write many articles. Until my junior year, when I, having taken a couple journalism classes for my major and gained some experience, checked “yes” that I would be interested in working as an editor for one of a few sections.

To my surprise, the Co-Editors-in-Chief at the time, Maya Martin and Emily Allgair, offered me the position as editor for the arts & entertainment section. Journalism could no longer be something I was vaguely interested in–I had responsibilities, now. So I blocked out my Wednesday time slots. I started coming to all of the meetings, held in one of the coolest secret rooms on campus that I would have never visited before, and I didn’t look back.

Writing articles was fun. I loved the research, I loved the stories, and I could do it about things that genuinely interested me, since arts & entertainment was chock-full of incredible drama and stories about the media I enjoy. I even discovered that I enjoyed editing articles, cleaning them up and tidying the little details that would make the story shine (and conform to AP style, in all its idiosyncrasies). I was working with a staff of people who wanted to write, to bounce ideas off each other and could joke and have fun while crafting our stories, and there was something special there.

There are a lot of things I like at La Salle. I like the people, and have made many close friends. I like the professors, and love that I go to a small enough school that they know my name. I love the clubs and organizations because I’m part of too many and wouldn’t give a single one of them up. And I love the Collegian, which gave me the chance to explore and pursue an interest I’ve had for most of my life but never did anything with until now.

I’ve tried to get internships at newspapers, which hasn’t worked out. Now that I’m graduating, I might look for jobs or freelance work on the side in journalism. I may have thought it something of an accident that I ended up as involved in the Collegian as I have, but I can say for certain that it was a happy one.

A Letter to La Salle

Commentary

Cole Welsh, Editor

It is with a mix of emotions that I say goodbye to La Salle. 

While I am excited for the future, saying goodbye to a school that has given me so much isn’t easy.

Not that long ago, I remember stepping foot on 20th & Olney for my first day of class. Coming in, I had no clue what I wanted to study or pursue. To say I was “undecided” would be an understatement.

However, a lot has changed since then. After four years here, I am immensely grateful for the plethora of opportunities afforded to me by La Salle.

In particular, there are many people here that I would like to thank.

First, I would like to thank my family. With their support and sacrifice, I would not be where I am today. Going back to grade school, they were the ones who gave me the gift of Catholic education and taught me the importance of a strong work ethic.

Second, I would be remiss if I didn’t thank the outstanding faculty and staff. From helping me navigate difficult courses to connecting me with opportunities outside of the classroom, such as an internship with the ATF, my professors have been a tremendous resource that I could always rely upon. As a political science and criminal justice double-major, I have been blessed to take a wide variety of courses that have not just expanded my knowledge but also made me a better-informed citizen. Likewise, the staff have been tremendous as well. From the administrators to the cleaners, each one of them is truly what makes La Salle so great.

Last but certainly not least, I would like to thank my friends and those who I had the privilege of meeting here at La Salle. At the end of the day, it was the people who made my four years here so enjoyable. There was never a dull moment, and I will certainly miss the humor and good vibes all of you brought.

In closing, I want to congratulate my fellow graduates and their families. I wish all of you success in whatever you do.

May God bless you all, may God bless La Salle, and may God bless America.

An Editor-in-Chief’s Goodbye

Commentary

Maya Martin, Editor-in-Chief

I didn’t plan to fall in love with journalism, but it ended up shaping my entire path.

I started my journey as The La Salle Collegian Editor-in-Chief (EIC) in the spring of 2024, and it has brought me nothing but fulfillment and community. Before my role as EIC, I was the politics section editor, and before that, I was an arts and culture editor for my high school paper, The Holly Spirit.

My passion for journalism did not come about until my junior year English teacher, Mrs. Sarah Sherman, announced to my class that she was bringing back the high school newspaper. I was instantly intrigued, and that moment set the course for the rest of my journey. My experience in high school helped me to pursue a major in communication with a concentration in media and journalism.

During my time at La Salle, my passion for journalism has led me to many opportunities and accomplishments. I had the opportunity to intern with the Philadelphia Eagles Video Department for two years. I interned for Senator Cory Booker. I was awarded a scholarship from the Broadcast Pioneers of Philadelphia in recognition of my work in the field. What I would like to convey is that my love of journalism has had a domino effect on all my passions and successes.

Maya working an Eagles game

Looking back, I would never have predicted that a spontaneous decision to join my high school newspaper would shape the path I’m on today. Looking ahead, I will be attending Rutgers Law School this fall of 2026. My love of writing and advocating for others that I developed as a journalist compels me to pursue law and continue advocating for others on a larger scale.

On the theme of unexpected opportunities and outcomes, I had a similar situation when deciding to attend La Salle. In all honesty, I was not going to apply to La Salle until I saw it was free to apply. I thought what I was looking for was a large university, but little did I know the value that a small university has. Coming to La Salle was truly one of the best decisions I have made–academically, socially and for shaping my future.

Receiving the Broadcast Pioneers of Philadelphia Scholarship

This school holds so many opportunities for its students, and I am so proud to be an Explorer. We have such a dedicated faculty that supports us and wants us to succeed in every area.

That being said, I have come to learn something important during my four years here: Although you may not follow your expected path, everything will work out and, often, better than you could have planned. As cliché as it is, things work themselves out the way they were intended to be. As frustrating as failure or changes of plans may be, telling myself this throughout college has really changed my perception on hardship.

I did not get my goal LSAT score. I did not get some internships I applied for. I did not get several scholarships I applied for. However, my accomplishments together outweigh all the negatives. I would not make it to the point I am today without hearing “no” plenty of times.

My time on the Collegian has really allowed me to reflect upon my journey at La Salle and put my thoughts to paper–or a digital website, if you will. The student body at La Salle deserves a paper that cares about them, wants to inform them and uplifts their voices. Since 1931, The Collegian has done just that.

Maya with the 2024-2025 Collegian Highlights publication

Journalism is an integral part of society that people commonly refer to as a “dying medium.” However, no matter the time period or technological advances, journalism is key in informing the public and creating community.

Student journalism, in particular, is just as important as any other form. As student journalists, our role is to provide our peers with information they may not otherwise receive and to foster community on our campus. Us current college students are the future leaders of society. We are navigating a world filled with conflict and division. It is our responsibility to pave the path towards unity and truth.

Journalism remains one of the most powerful tools in bringing this truth to light.

Thank you to all of our readers and supporters. Student journalism depends on you to survive. I encourage everyone to please continue supporting journalism and the pursuit of truth. Journalism plays a vital role in upholding the checks and balances that our country so desperately needs.

I am so proud of the work that my colleagues and I have produced during our time here, and I look forward to seeing what lies ahead for this wonderful paper. Thank you, and go Explorers!

Selfie with Senator Booker

A love letter to the Collegian

Commentary

Sam Klein, Managing Editor 

Dear La Salle Collegian, 

When I joined the paper freshman year, I was wholly unaware of the impact it would have on me. One of my first articles was a commentary piece reflecting on the homesickness I experienced coming back for the 2023 spring semester, a raw self-reflection on the inevitable difficulties of being a college freshman. “Home is Where the Heart is,” I called it, claiming to feel guilty that my heart was loyal to my hometown 250 miles away. 

Collegian–thank you for reminding me that things change. 

Yes, freshman year Sam, home is where the heart is; but the beautiful thing is, the desires of your heart don’t stay the same. Just how the timeliness, novelty and newsworthiness of a story are constantly fluctuating, the actual story itself is prone to twist and turns. 

I have always felt a deep connection to the power of words. It’s truly fascinating the way we can string the same 26 letters along to convey different meaning–make readers laugh, cry, reflect. I have always believed our ability to put thoughts on paper is one of the greatest gifts we humans have– to craft ideas that outlive us, a form of communication that transcends our time on Earth. But the Collegian has taught me it is more than just typing out words, it’s rather telling a story. 

Thank you, Collegian, for reaffirming my love not just for writing, but for storytelling. I started the paper publishing my own thoughts–mental health commentary, relatable freshman anecdotes and, of course, a reflection on homesickness. But my work has evolved just as I have, transforming beyond my individual thoughts and into an ability to feature the lives of others.  

Everyone has a story to share. It’s just a matter of how it’s told. 

I’ve told the stories of people closest to me, the stories of impactful leaders here at La Salle, like Kristen Harootunaian and even President Allen, and the stories of student organizations that have a positive impact on campus culture, like La Salle Democrats. I’ve shared the stories of small businesses, like Chill on the Hill, and places crucial to La Salle like the Interfaith Prayer Room and athlete fueling station. I’ve even sought the knowledge of experts far more intelligent than I am to help educate the student population on mental health burnout

I’ve told stories that were effortless to write and others where I stared at my laptop for hours waiting for the right words to come. I’ve written stories I am proud of and others I wish I could start from scratch. And despite all of the different kinds of stories I have told for the Collegian, there is one story I am eager to write…my own. 

“It isn’t until you leave home for a while and return that you learn home isn’t just a structure, but a concept,” I wrote three years ago, but with very different intentions. It’s funny to read now that I felt guilty not wanting to be in Philly, when Philly is the place I am meant to be afterall.  These past four years have taught me that La Salle is my home, and the Collegian is a large part of why I am tied to the 215. 

I’m endlessly grateful for the opportunity to have been Managing Editor of the Collegian for the past two years alongside Editor-in-Chief, Maya Martin. Maya–it has been an honor bringing the paper to life with you each week. Thank you for the dedication, hard work and passion you continuously bring to the paper, and the way you lead our staff. You do so much more than you’re given credit for, and it has been such a privilege being not only your colleague, but your friend. 

To our predecessors Claire and Sean–I know you will continue to do great things for this paper. Continue to lead with grace, an open-mind and above all else, a love for telling great stories. 

To the Collegian staff–please never stop writing. Your voice and mind are two of your greatest assets. Keep sharing stories, writing what matters and being part of the authentic journalism our society needs. As long as there are stories to share, we will need people in this world to accurately share them. 

I’m unsure of where life will take me next. There will be twists, turns and perhaps even a change of heart, as my newfound love for Philly can attest to. 

But despite the post-grad uncertainties, one thing is clear…this will be one hell of a story to write. 

Love letter via Wikicommons

Mutual Destruction: How a War Between Genders Threatens Society

Commentary

Nyr’e Jones, Staff Writer

In recent years, social media and online spaces have created more division than community, especially in terms of bringing different demographics together. One side of this hostile gender battleground centers around red pill content. Red pill content frames women as less than men or manipulative, while men see red pill content as an “enlightenment.” Through this content, men come to the “realization” that women are the enemy and men should step into their rightful roles. 

On the other hand, there is the rising “I hate men” trend that paints men as inherently harmful or disposable. While these movements may seem contrary to one another, they’re more connected than separate. Both are fueled by frustration and personal experiences, amplified by social media and sustained through harmful generalizations. 

Rather than solving real issues between men and women, these extremes deepen the divide, erode trust and make healthy relationships harder to build. To move forward, society must reject dehumanization in favor of accountability, understanding and mutual respect–not adding more fuel to the fire. Each movement threatens society, even if one is made in response to the other. 

Red pill content and the “I hate men” rhetoric do not exist in isolation–they actively reinforce one another. Each side uses the most extreme examples of the other as justification for its own beliefs. A woman expressing her hatred toward men becomes evidence for red pill communities that women are irrational or hostile. Likewise, misogynistic content is used to validate the idea that men are inherently dangerous or unworthy of respect. This creates a self-sustaining cycle: hurt leads to anger, anger leads to generalization and generalization leads to more hurt. Instead of addressing the root causes of frustration, both movements grow stronger by feeding off of each other’s worst narratives.

Although both men and women might believe these movements or beliefs are natural or completely self-decided, the rapid spread of these ideas is not accidental. Social media platforms are designed to prioritize engagement, and nothing captures attention more effectively than outrage. Extreme, emotionally charged content is far more likely to be shared, liked and promoted than balanced or thoughtful perspectives. As a result, users, especially younger audiences, are repeatedly exposed to the most polarizing views. Over time, this creates echo chambers where individuals see only content that reinforces and strengthens their existing beliefs. 

The issue is not necessarily that people have become more hateful, but that they are constantly exposed to content that magnifies conflict and minimizes understanding, causing hateful behavior or attitudes. This is harmful enough when left as beliefs or random thoughts on TikTok; however, it evolves into something extremely harmful and detrimental when it becomes an attack on people’s behavior. 

This dangerous dynamic is reflected in media portrayals such as the show Adolescence, where a young boy becomes increasingly influenced by the harmful and extreme content he is consuming. The harsh and undeniably wrong content exemplifies the “right” that men had over women, and how important it was for them to sustain their power, especially in the face of women. The boy had adopted this idea and in a moment of rejection between him and a young girl, he took her life. While fictional, the story highlights a real concern: constant exposure to toxic, one-sided narratives can distort perception, especially for those who are still developing their sense of identity and understanding of others. The issue is not simply that people are becoming more hateful, but that they are immersed in environments where anger is normalized and repeatedly reinforced.

At the core of both movements is a reliance on sweeping generalizations. Phrases like “all men are…” or “all women are…” reduce complex individuals into simplistic stereotypes. This kind of thinking strips people of their individuality and encourages distrust in everyday interactions. In relationships, it can create defensiveness and fear; in workplaces and communities, it can lead to division and resentment. While criticism of harmful behavior is necessary, it becomes dangerous when it shifts from addressing actions to condemning entire groups. A functioning society depends on the ability to see people as individuals, not as representatives of a category.

Beneath the surface of these movements is not simply hatred, but unresolved pain. Much of red pill content is rooted in experiences of rejection, loneliness, insecurities or a loss of purpose, which inevitably gets projected onto women as a whole. Similarly, the “I hate men” rhetoric often emerges from encounters with sexism, trauma and personal relations with men. Women who often support the “I hate men” movement have experienced bad relationships or might be estranged from their fathers. These reactions, while understandable, become harmful when they are turned into broad ideologies that target entire groups. In this sense, both movements are symptoms of deeper social and emotional issues. Addressing them requires empathy and honesty, not further division.

Society functions through cooperation–not competition between genders. Both men and women contribute in ways that are emotional, social and practical, and strong communities rely on these combined efforts. Healthy relationships, families and social structures are built on mutual respect and understanding, not dominance or resentment. Recognizing this interdependence does not require enforcing traditional roles; rather, it requires acknowledging that both genders bring value that cannot be replaced by hostility or division. Moving forward requires a shift away from dehumanization and toward accountability. It is possible to call out harmful behavior without reducing individuals to stereotypes. Honest conversations about gender issues must replace reactionary content that prioritizes blame over understanding. Encouraging critical thinking can help individuals resist the pull of extreme narratives, while promoting healthier models of masculinity and femininity. Ultimately, progress depends on rebuilding respect and recognizing that while men and women may have differences, they are not enemies but partners in shaping a functional and balanced society.

Positives of the legalization of sports gambling 

Commentary, Sports

Kelsey McGovern, Staff Writer

In 2018, the Supreme Court struck down the Professional and Amateur Sports Protection Act (PASPA), ruling for the legalization of sports gambling in Murphy v. National Collegiate Athletic Association. Throughout the years following the legalization of sports gambling, controversy emerged regarding its effect within society. Some citizens saw it as detrimental to the integrity of the game, while other citizens viewed the legalization as beneficial because it is now monitored more closely.

Those who are against legalization  raise concerns about the practice becoming more prominent in people’s everyday lives by making it easier for fans to participate. However, whether a practice is legal or illegal does not prevent people from taking part in the activity. The legalization of sports betting allows viewers to engage in the sports community, enhancing entertainment, creates a safer environment for both individuals and teams through monitoring, and improves economic growth through increasing jobs.

Critics condemn sports gambling’s effect on the integrity of the game. They believe that legalization only makes it easier for people to involve themselves in sports gambling, increasing addictive habits. People can make bets online at any time, making the practice more convenient. On the other hand, supporters of the legalization of sports betting emphasize that there are more regulations in place monitoring actions, which not only limit money and time, but also increases the emphasis on the integrity of the game. Although sports gambling may be easier to access by just going online, there are more rules to protect secure payments and to ensure that only eligible participants are able to partake. Teams and players have stricter rules that uphold the integrity of the game.

Sports betting being a legal practice allows the sports community to pursue their favorite teams. Those who are interested in sports can follow scores through sports gambling. Those who do not know much about sports but are intrigued in some way or another are able to gain interest through sports betting. Engaging in sports betting increases viewership and entertainment. It allows people to gain knowledge on how different sports work, as well as the statistics behind it. People are free to do what they want with the money they earn and are only hurting themselves if they indulge too much. The legalization of sports gambling puts limits on interaction through regulations. It decreases the possibility of players getting involved or suspicious payments being made to ensure one conclusion or not. The legalization not only allows more regulations to be in place to prevent the bad habits that may result from sports gambling, but also enforces identity verifications. Because there is a more secure environment, jobs are created in the sports gambling industry.

Opponents argue that the legalization only makes the presence of sports gambling more normalized in society. These habits trickle down to children, which makes them pick up the same interest in gambling. Legalization enhances bad habits instead of stopping them. Pursuers are concerned that gambling addictions may increase, leading to financial instability for many people. However, no matter if something is legal or illegal, people who enjoy the practice will find a way to continue their habit. In making sports gambling legal, people are monitored to control addictive measures and the integrity of the game. Fraud and unsecure payments decrease with legalization, with the protection around the individual and the sports teams. The regulations on sports betting allow the integrity of the game to be upheld due to monitoring patterns. It decreases the possibility of players getting involved or suspicious payments being made to ensure one conclusion or not. It enforces identity verifications to permit eligible individuals to participate. Ultimately, the legalization creates more jobs, increasing economic growth, which generates local taxes. It creates hundreds of thousands of jobs like casino employers, app designers, advertisers, data analysts and many more. Revenues can go to education or infrastructure initiatives, benefiting the whole country.

The legalization of various practices within the United States is seen as a positive aspect. When activities or substances become legal, it reduces the possibility of harm. In the example of sports betting, people entering the practice can do so in a safe manner. When people pursue illegal hobbies, they are at higher risk for charges, fines or danger. The legalization of sports betting allows regulations to be in place, letting those who contribute to sports gambling be protected under the law. It increases the entertainment of fans and increases the number of sports fans through their interest in sports betting. On top of these factors, it increases gross domestic product (GDP), which allows the US to grow economically. The unemployed can receive work and wages because of the legalization of sports gambling.

Casino via Wikicommons

Mental Beatdown: The Struggle and Progress of Trying to Write Your First Novel

Commentary

Sean Musial, Editor

The vernacular that one must learn and understand as they start the daunting task of writing their first novel requires persistence, patience and perseverance. Most importantly, it entails taking the ups and downs of the process on the chin, and keeping the ball rolling until that final draft is in your hands. It’s hard. I am by no means a published author, but I learned quickly the weight I chose to carry while writing manuscripts; it is a workout, both mentally and physically.

After spending weeks or months devoted to writing a first draft, your initial instinct is that it’ll be your final project, especially when you’ve never done something like this before. 

That’s far from the case. 

You yourself still need to edit and change the glaring flaws that will help the narrative flow better. The first draft is usually labeled your “puke draft”  because you let all of those creative juices flow out of you, unfiltered. 

Micheal Lee, a children’s and historical fiction author, once said, “The first draft reveals the art; revision reveals the artist.” I read that a while ago and didn’t yet understand the full meaning.

I began to understand when I got into editing. Stephen King, a critically acclaimed best-selling author, waits about six weeks to go back to a finished manuscript so he can have a new perspective on it. Being brutally honest about the quality of a narrative structure is not a bad thing; if anything, it’s the best thing you can do. I decided to do the same thing that King does with his manuscripts because it gave, and is still giving me, a chance to look at it with fresh eyes. 

It’s a clear punch in the face when I’m told I’m not writing The Great Gatsby as my first novel, but maybe there is potential after multiple drafts. Writing is a continuous journey towards not necessarily perfection, but an acceptance towards the project you hold in your hand that has been months, years even, in the making. It’s difficult fighting the frustration of wanting your project finished while also letting it marinate so nothing is rushed and poorly written. 

It often feels, for me at least, that I’m walking across a tight rope with a balancing beam—one side of the beam being college and the other side being my writing ventures. The challenge lies in trying to balance your college studies while continuing to study writing books/screenplays and writing your own work. 

It’s hard, but what isn’t? 

I yearn for it. A couple hours a day devoted to this self-proclaimed, lifelong mission that asks to crawl its way through my fingertips and tap feverishly at a keyboard. 

But, the draining sets in. It’s a brain workout trying to coherently express the stories and abstract thoughts I want my reader to eventually have the grace of reading–at least the game plan, the overall goal, or the self-expression I hope to accomplish. That’s where the imposter syndrome sets in and starts to scratch at you. “There’s no way in hell someone like you can do something like this,” you start to say to yourself. But negative self-talk isn’t bad as long as it shows you care about what you’re doing; if anything, it just adds fuel to the fire. The moment behind the goal is when it becomes a less desirable tool in an arsenal of writing abilities. 

Sleep becomes difficult for me. Three pages turns into six as you still try to edit six pages of a finished manuscript. You set a goal that you try to finish by 10 p.m., but it bleeds over to 4 a.m. because you get hurtled into the creative and revision processes. On top of that, you have to rewind so your brain calms down to eventually fall asleep, and then get up to shower at 9:30 a.m.. On top of that, you go to the gym and then work three times a week when jobs start flying in. And then the college assignments. Don’t forget time for family and friends. A lot to do on a weekly basis, but I manage…mostly. That’s what I chose. A mental beatdown towards a goal that I can nearly reach out and grab. Putting one foot on each side of the line is already giving yourself a backup. Having yourself walk along one side of the line that you wholeheartedly know is your endgame, trusting in the cards you were dealt, and going all in. The pursuit of being that eventually can be a “mental beatdown” at times, but it’s also fulfilling. When you write a perfect line, when a character in your story is doing something different, when the story does a complete 180 from your initial plot and still works–that’s when it’s rewarding. It’s the little and grand things that outshine the need to fight through the work. It’s a personal challenge and a gift all wrapped in your work and imagination.

How Music Shapes and Sustains Black Culture 

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Nyr’e Jones, Staff Writer 

When words weren’t enough—or weren’t allowed—music became the language for Black expression. In Black culture, music has long served as a voice for the unheard, a source of strength in struggling times and a way of preserving/protecting our history, faith and generational identity. It carries emotions that cannot always be spoken and provides a sense of connection in moments of pain, joy and uncertainty. I’ve witnessed this power firsthand in my own life. In moments of stress or struggle, my mother turns to worship. She doesn’t engage in conversation or venting. Instead, she sings old hymns that have been passed down to her. When she isn’t strong enough for prayer, she murmurs worship songs that plead for God’s mercy and provision. Songs fill the room, her voice humming along mainly. The songs serve as a source of comfort, strength and faith. In these moments, music becomes more than entertainment and sound— it becomes a symbol of hope.  

Times like these are not isolated but are surrounded by much deeper and longer historical moments. Music has filled many tough environments for Black people, being a tool for survival during the darkest period in Black history. During slavery, songs were more than simple melodies, but a tactic to survive in a world that was designed to kill our people. Through them, Black people expressed grief, faith and hope, while holding onto a sense of identity that was trying to be stripped away. Many of these songs carried hidden meanings: guiding each other to freedom or speaking to one another in code. In a world where voices were forced to be controlled, music gave power to reclaim their voices. It transformed suffering into strength, creating a lasting sense of unity, resilience and cultural identity that continues to shape Black life today. 

As time went on, this deep connection to music continued to grow, especially within the Black church. For many African Americans, church hymns and gospel music became central to both spiritual life and community identity. These songs were not just about religion, they were about healing, hope and perseverance. In spaces where people gathered to worship, music created a powerful emotional release, allowing individuals to express joy, sorrow, gratitude and faith all at once. Gospel music, rooted in the traditions of spirituals, carried forward the same themes of resilience and strength, but in a way that brought people together in shared belief and experience. Whether through choir harmonies or solo praise, these songs reinforced a sense of unity and reminded people that they were not alone in their struggles. 

In modern times, music continues to play a powerful role in Black culture, evolving with each generation while still carrying its core purpose. Genres like hip hop and R&B have become modern outlets for expression, allowing artists to speak on their personal struggles, social issues and still hold onto cultural identity. Vulnerability and creativity flow through the music, allowing for connection to be shared. Artists like Kenrick Lamar have performed at the Super Bowl while referencing the supposed reparations, “40 acres and a Mule” and Beyonce with her song “Black Parade,” that praises the culture of Black Americans. Still producing great music, these artists also include perseverance of Black culture and history.  

The power of music in Black culture was also represented profoundly in Ryan Coogler’s Oscar award winning film, “Sinners.” While Coogler used the movie to represent many different themes, music was presented clearly. He uses music not as just background sound, but as a storytelling device that reflects the inner lives of his characters. In moments of grief, tension or reflection, characters often turn to music rather than dialogue, reinforcing the idea that some emotions cannot be fully expressed through words alone. The scene where Slim breaks into song while mourning his friend is especially significant, as it mirrors a long-standing tradition within African American culture—using music to process pain and find release. By incorporating these moments, Coogler highlights how deeply embedded music is within Black identity, showing that it is not just something people listen to, but something they live through. 

Music has always been more than just sound within African American culture—it has been a source of strength, a form of expression and a way to preserve identity through generations of struggle and change. From the songs sung during slavery, to the powerful presence of gospel in the Black church, to the influence of modern music and its representation in film, music continues to reflect the realities, emotions and resilience of the community. Whether in moments of hardship or joy, it remains a constant way to be heard when words fall short and the world tries to silence Black voices. As seen in both personal experiences and broader cultural expressions, music does not simply accompany life; for many African Americans, it helps define and sustain it. Making more out of what has been given to us, letting freedom and unity outshine rejection and control. 

Adrenaline Junkie

Commentary

Sean Musial, Editor

Adrenaline is defined as a hormone secreted by the adrenal glands, often due to stress, increasing rates of blood circulation, breathing and carbohydrate metabolism while preparing muscles for exertion. It’s something that some people prefer not to experience often, and some don’t want to experience it at all. Then, you find that percentage of people who revel in it to a point where people find it unnatural. Those people are the wild cards. The ones that can’t sit still for the mundanity of everyday life, waiting for that next push over the hill of exhilaration. 

People often look down upon these people. They think of them as an outlier or somebody that can’t fit within the guidelines of normalcy. They’re the ones that need their hearts pumping and their senses put to the test. They’re the wild children of the world’s population that created their own rule books and that fight against the universal rules that were set in stone over many centuries. For them, intensity plays in the background of everyday life. 

The science behind the “rush” is where we start to understand why people crave these high intensity, thrill-seeking moments. When the dopamine hits from the adrenaline rush, it becomes the basis behind spontaneous behavior. The flight-or-fight response enters the equation to see if that individual will run away from the situation or stand their ground and see it through until the very end. It’s what makes or breaks that person. Entrepreneurs, stuntmen, daredevils and many other high-risk people are at risk of a “crash” heading their way– when the dopamine runs out and they’re left craving the next hit, even if it is not there anymore. Then, they start looking for other forms to get them back in the race. 

When brought into a different perspective and the grand scale of what really drives that person to do the things they do, there is a fine line between risk and recklessness. Passion towards these things is the starting point. It’s the reason that people want it more and more. When that passion turns into a dangerous mix that could psychologically and physically harm that individual but they keep searching for it, the personality trait they possess becomes more of a problem. This adrenaline quest parallels addiction as an adrenaline junkie chases their “next big high,” causing a psychological drift of the dopamine levels not keeping up and a high chance of injury coming into play. That’s not searching for adrenaline anymore; that’s high-risk behavior that has turned into a self-destructive streak, putting that person’s life in danger to where they may never recover from that inevitable next crash. 

Controlling this addiction is the only option. There’s plenty of people who possess this trait but have learned to keep it under control so it doesn’t affect every miniscule aspect of their lives. By doing that, with a set game plan and knowing exactly where it comes from, these individuals have increased confidence and resilience towards things that other people would walk away from.

Getting rid of the desire in a controlled setting can result in mental clarity and stress relief. Many extreme sports such as MMA or football are an outlet for these people to get rid of the strong desire to feel more alive while balancing themselves on a figurative tightrope. The final outcome creates a strong sense of accomplishment knowing that you fought through it the entire time and still came out the other side in one piece. 

Many forms of media, activities and lifestyles summarize what it truly means to be an adrenaline junkie. Skydiving, rock climbing, bungee jumping and other high intensity, life-risking activities gets the blood pumping with every continuous second. These activities ask for highly functioning individuals to throw themselves into the unknown. Then, there’s people that have made a living off of this way of life. Evel Knievel was a motorcycle daredevil who showed that these extreme behaviors were something to behold as spectacles. The “Jackass” crew pushed that extreme behavior with their wild stunts, gross-out humor and pushing each other to the limit. Even UFC fighters can attest that the adrenaline rush that comes from fighting your opponent is unmatched.

The reason why people continuously try to chase that edge is the greater desire to feel what it truly means to be “fully alive.” Nothing beats it. Continuously moving towards a rush of the occasional adrenaline and away from a self-destructive streak can help somebody feel that life is short, and doing things that make you feel alive is a great way to combat the mundanity of life that can begin to develop from taking no risks at all.

Motorcycle Stunt via Pixabay